Happy Thanksgiving!

[Mood:] Disconnected.
[Music:] “Radar” by Britney Spears
[Play:] Hamlet by William Shakespeare

Someone shoot me. Okay after I finish my Personal Statements, I’m sure I will be less stressed out but holy moly I can’t take it anymore. JUST SHOOT ME, I’M SO OVER THIS. Good thing Dillon McMillen’s back home. He’s probably one of the few people who keep me sane. I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate what I’m going through right now. It’s driving me insane. I need Carol Dang to slap me. I don’t understand . . . myself right now. Whatever, all I have to do is wait around & things will fall into place, as for now, it should be the last thing that’s on my mind. I am excited for the Fiesta I’m throwing for Dillon this Friday! I think I’m accompanying him to South Coast Plaza as he shops for a new clothes for the winter. It’s a lot colder in Grand Junction, Colorado than Huntington Beach, California.